Jessie J admitted she had never felt more alone in her life following a miscarriage in 2021. But she also made the realization that she maybe meant to have a child not on her own, but with someone - a true partner. Does this mean she's ready to become pregnant again after her miscarriage?
"I knew that the reason it happened was because I wasn't supposed to do it alone... I'm supposed to find someone that wants this as much as I do," she said on Monday's episode of "The Diary of a CEO with Steven Bartlett" podcast. "I'm grateful that I got to experience being pregnant... It's opened the door for me to love myself deeper."
She is in no way over her grief, or have forgotten the pain of losing a child in her womb. She said she is still absorbing everything and have moments of profound sadness and anguish. Hinting once more that she's more than ready to become pregnant again, she said that she also has moments of enthusiasm, knowing that she will eventually won't be doing it alone.
The 34-year-old "Bang Bang" singer remembered a morning when she woke up and didn't "feel good," prompting her to visit a doctor to check on her pregnancy.
She shared that while it was normal for her to experiencing severe nausea, something just did not feel right in that day.
When she went to the doctor for a scan, she knew she was about to receive bad news because of that dreadful quiet that occurs after the scan, wherein no one was saying anything.
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"I was like, 'Just tell me the truth. What's going on?'" the singer explained. "She said, 'Your baby's heartbeat is very low and there's this ring, [which]... often means the baby will have some type of disability or deformity.'"
The doctor informed her that the baby was still there, but on a second opinion, the doctor told her that there was no longer heartbeat. This was only within three to four hours of the first scan did on her.
However, the British superstar did not instantly comprehend the news, opting to focus on her next concert in Los Angeles, where she put on a great display.
She is now saying that the main reason why she went and got pregnant on her own was because having a baby was all that she ever desired and she knew "life is short." Becoming pregnant for the first, even though it did not work out, was already a miracle on its own, and it's an event she said she would never forget. However, she knew it's something she will certainly "repeat."
Fans should just sit back and wait to see little Jessie Js very soon, then.
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