A source close to Sean "Diddy" Combs discussed the impact of his ex-girlfriend Kim Porter's death on the rapper.

The insider revealed that the 54-year-old music mogul was profoundly affected by her passing in 2018. 

Diddy Charted a New Path Following the 2018 Tragedy

Speaking to Us Weekly, the insider detailed how profoundly Kim Porter's death at the age of 47 in 2018 due to lobar pneumonia deeply affected Diddy.

According to the source, "When Kim died, it rocked Diddy's world."

"It was a massive shock and a turning point. All the other women in his life were playthings. Kim was the real deal. It was all down from there."

The source further disclosed that the accusations against Diddy and the subsequent federal search of his residences have left those in his inner circle taken aback.

Expressing astonishment, the source shared with the outlet, "I'm very surprised at how ugly and dark this is."

"We were close. Something has gone very wrong. This isn't what he used to be about."

Diddy and Kim Porter

Diddy and Kim had an on-again, off-again romantic relationship from 1994 to 2007.

Notably, the "I Need A Girl" singer took on the role of parent to her son Quincy, aged 32, a prior relationship.

Following Kim's death, Diddy has consistently paid homage to her through social media posts and live performances.

Even amid facing accusations of sexual assault in late 2023, he continued to honor her on her birthday. "We miss you so much Kim! Happy Birthday Beautiful! Love forever," his message read.

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Diddy Legal Battles

Following a federal law enforcement raid on March 25, 2024, allegations of sexual misconduct have surfaced against Sean "Diddy" Combs.

Several women have stepped forward with accusations. According to a source speaking to NBC News, federal officials in Manhattan are investigating claims of sex trafficking, sexual assault, and illegal activities involving narcotics and firearms in connection to interviews with three women and a man.

After conducting the investigation, a statement was issued by Diddy's attorney, Aaron Dyer, asserting his client's innocence.

He told E News, "There is no excuse for the excessive show of force and hostility exhibited by authorities or the way his children and employees were treated."

"This unprecedented ambush-paired with an advanced, coordinated media presence-leads to a premature rush to judgment of Mr. Combs and is nothing more than a witch hunt based on meritless accusations made in civil lawsuits."

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